Day 55

ok this beginning part might get real cliche sounding but gotta keep an open mind and think real hard.
its deep stuff.

last night i am on google and i get the impression
to look up what a butterfly symbolizes
it's a symbol of transformation.
and also of keeping our faith while we undergo this transformation.
i feel that i'm transforming right now.
and this month is a really critical stage for me.
gotta keep strong.
cause once i'm done.
like a butterfly getting released from its cocoon.
i'll be set free.
"you will know the truth. and the truth will set you free"

and then i realized i guess my whole christian life
up until this point. ive been a caterpillar/ cocoon.
growing and waiting patiently up until this point.
and finally i'm changing.
i used to think the transforming part happens over a gradual period of time.
but see the transforming part is actually pretty short.
it's the living like a caterpillar part that's long.
are you a caterpillar, a cocoon, or a butterfly?

funny how God speaks to us through nature.
i'll be different by the end of this semester.

wake up in the morning (3:00pm)
feelin like i cant breath.
too much snot in my nose.
mmm....so attractive...
attack of the pretty flowers!
i'm not very excited for these cherry blossoms anymore..
went to go eat fried chicken again with jay
the chickens in korea better beware
of the chicken killers Jakah.
kutttaaa!

today was quite uneventful.
i wish i had something exciting to share.
just me lying in bed dying from the sniffles
and watching shanghai noon.
puahaha i love that move :D
ish sho funnayyy

room is so stuffay
decided i needed to go out
but cant do any kind of active activities cause i'm sick
so its sauna time!!!
just eating and lying around.
snorlax lvl 99 is back.
watched some Friends.
judy if you're reading this i miss watching friends with you and eating dino nuggets.
ahhh i wish i could be a character in friends.
i like chandler he's so ackward and funny.
elevators are really ackward by the way.
and its even more ackward when someone (erick) says its ackward outloud
while its ackward silence in a crowded elevator.
or when i pull out my chicken burger. and start nomnomnoming on it.
and everyone in the elevator is watching me eat.
yes... very ackward....awkward starfish* plop.

goodnight everyone.
may your days be congestion free.

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