Day 53

Since monday night i can feel myself learning, growing, and being tested.

My homie Erick escorts me to the bank today so i could deposit that large wad of cash money.

haha mmmmm i wish it was all mine....

this morning i find out that i have a total of $7 left.

must make some transfers immejiately...

Erick being the good friend that he is buys me lunch :D

and we have some good meaningful God talk.

i underestimated you Erick Kim. thought you were a total goofball.

But people are full of surprises.

I've been attacked alot today.

by allergies...POLLINATION >:[

the price we pay for pretty flowers..

and then my allergies turned into a cold?

i dont know just felt like i was dying.

but i wont let that effect me.

after korean class

wanted to just snuggle under my covers.

but took that hour bus ride to go to familia (small group)

the bus driver was driving Tokyo Drift style

i wonder how many people fell on the bus today...

even though im dying i can still eat.

korean bbq :D

eat that pig. nuff nuff

familia was good today.

i'm realizing how hurt people really are.

how much of a front we put.

society has taught to just act like everything's good.

but wow... people come from broken families and struggle with alot of personal things.

healing and deliverance my friends.

today we learned about the Holy Spirit.

that the Holy Spirit = Truth.

"you will know the truth and the truth will set you free"

"you will know the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit will set you free"

alot of christians feel distant from God.

stuck in religion.

cause they don't know the Holy Spirit. or feel his presence.

but trust me once you experience the Holy Spirit. your life will be changed.

it'll get real fun.

you can feel things you never felt before. and understand things that could not be attained through earthly knowledge.

that's what it means to "open your eyes and ears"

the only way to grow as a Christian and have a living relationship with God.

read his word and pray for the Spirit my brothers and sisters.

Mama Tina shared a story with us about the power/ example of the Holy Spirit.

There was this sister just you know chillin during sunday service.

and all the sudden she felt the Holy Spirit tell her that she should go up and do a cartwheel.

in front of everyone...while service was going on.

and she was like no..no way...that's crazy right.

but she felt that tug in her heart. so she listened.

went up in front of the congregation and did a cartwheel in the middle of service.

now everyone must have been like wtf...

and that sister was prolly like ahhh God why did you have me make a fool of myself.

but here's the funny thing.

right after service. another sister approached that sister and told her this.

"i've been struggling with doubt and so I said to God if you really are real.

let someone go up and do a cartwheel."

be empowered with the Holy Spirit.

even though im so tired

i am so encouraged.

goodnight :]