These days I have been struggling with longings- the things I want but can't have- the unanswered areas and seemingly desolate places in my life, and it makes me question if God really is enough? If his grace is sufficient. Because there are times when it really doesn't feel that way. There are times when you don't care if this is the "best for you" or it'll make sense one day or this is part of his plan or "building character and patience" etc. etc. etc. you're just tired and in this place of dissatisfaction and hopelessness.
So I decided to worship. And write down the spontaneous song that came from that time of worship.
[Kind of like IHOP style songs where you can sing each stanza over and over again as many times as you want...]
Capo 3
C G D
Em
Do I only come in desperation
C G D Em
Do I only seek you in pain
C G Em D C
Is it true that you are all that I need
G Em D C
Is it true that in you I find what I seek
C G
D Em
Help me to see
C G
Em D
When it doesn’t feel that way to me
C G D Em
Lord have mercy on me
C G Em D
Don’t know how much more of this I can take
C G Em D
Your grace enough for me
C G
Em D
Sing it in faith your grace enough for me
C
G Em D
Your grace is enough for me
C G
Em D
Sing it in faith your grace enough for me
C
G Em D
Your grace is enough for me
C
G Em D
Sing it in faith your grace enough for me
C
G Em D
Your grace is enough for me
C G
Em D
Sing it in faith your grace enough for me