Day 78

woke up at an inhumane time.
5:50 am.
to catch our morning flight back to seoul.
bye bye jeju i love you!
this time we had a very chill airport experience.
none of that home alone style running with the luggage.

got back. took a nap and then went to topics class all groggy.
thankfully today we just watched a movie and gma let us out early :D
ahh by the way i love her.
the movie we watched was about filial piety.
this humble daughter loved her blind father so much that she sacrificed her life so that he could see.
she died and came back to life, married the King and became Queen.
However, she had heard no word about her father. and the King ordered that they search the kingdom for her father.
Eventually he decided to have a great banquet for all the blind people in the kingdom.
She finds the father, who does not recognize her at first. but she tells him the stories of how she used to pretend she was full so that her father could eat more of the scarce amount of food they had.
Then her father recognized her, was overwhelmed with joy, and at that moment he was able to see.
they were reunited and he no longer had to live like a beggar but was able to live with her in the palace.

now apparently this story was based on confucianism and buddhism..
but i kept seeing the gospel in all of it.

God loved us so much that he sacrificed Himself in the form of His son.
who then conquered death, rose again, and sat at the right hand of God in His kingdom.
searched for the lost ones. parable about the great banquet
we were once blind. stuck in darkness
but once we recognized our Father's love for us. we are able to see.
and no longer live like a beggar in the world, a slave to sin. but live in the kingdom of Heaven.

just saying...

after topics. the good ol' korean class.
i missed stone face.
today we had to go around and plan fake parties.
my party was in vegas. but nobody wanted to go except Kuni.
cause nobody wanted to spend money --.--
basically the people with the least popular parties are the losers.
so it was me, erick (no surprise), and chenya (her party was only for exclusive friends).
the losers had to do a fashion show.
ah....why do i always lose and have to do weird classroom punishments that would totally be illegal in the US.
got to the end of the 'catwalk' and i showed some skin ;] did the whole peal off my cardigan a little reveal part of my shoulder act.
class is shrieking with delight.
mmm yes. i think i win the fashion show.

afterwards i had my chicken burger.
and then took a nap.
and had the most horrifying terrible/ epic dream of my life.
this is the second nightmare this week. i've been getting spiritually attacked in the mental realm.
cause the dream had alot of spiritual content and symbols.
it's very intense, somewhat gruesome and long so i shall not share.
but basically i woke up very very distressed.
and then i prayed and spent some time with God and felt a little better.
and then i went over to one of my familia sister's room, Marie
Marie and talked for awhile and she prayed for me.
i felt more at peace.
then i emailed my spiritual mama Tina about the dream.
so thankful for my spiritual family.

i have a pretty good idea as to why i am vulnerable to these attacks.
so i shall be praying for full healing and peace tonight.
please pray for me as well.
i will not be afraid to sleep!
goodnight