Day 113

today is the last day of topics class.

i gave grandma teacher an awkward hug.

i shall miss her dearly T.T

she was sooo cute TT.TT

everytime i hear someone say "by the way" (she says it at least 10 times per lecture) i will think of her~

we had a pizza party!

and while we ate we watched a movie.

that almost made me throw up the pizza i ate...

the movie was about this family in North Korea.

super sad. had like 10 potential cry scenes

made me cry so much. not the pretty shed a few tears kind.

but the wahhhhh i want to rip out my heart kind.

got my pizza all wet....

how could there be this kind of suffering in the world.

that land is straight up in oppression and we have to fight for it.

conquer back what is rightfully His.

after the movie i went this nice, peaceful lake spot

to pray for North Korea.

for a release of freedom over that land.

there was this one scene when the guy who had just found out that his wife died.

was saying that God has forgotten North Korea.

that He has no love for that nation because of the sufferings He allows on it.

i pray that God remembers the children in that nation.

He remembers His promises for that nation.

He frees humankind from suffering.

And gives hope in a place of hopelessness.

When humans are faced with suffering.

they have two options.

to turn their backs on God in anger and bitterness.

or seek Him and put all their hope and trust in Him.

I pray that those in NK have hope.

I've also learned recently that in praying for healing or freedom

We must also pray for transformation and commitment.

Only those who know the truth can be set free.

There is no point of someone being healed or receiving freedom only for them to fall back into the bondage of sin.

to return to slavery.

Perhaps God waited so long to set His people free because He already knew that once He set them free they would not thank Him, but complain and set up false idols.

In praying for NK we must already pray with faith that God will release freedom upon that land by praying that once they are free they will not continue in old ways but be established under a New Covenant. under the blood of Jesus Christ. for it is Jesus that will set them free.

for once they accept Jesus then they will seek God's kingdom first and the nation will receive all the promises that God has for them.

they will be able to rest in His presence and where there is God's presence, there is freedom.

we must pray that this nation will rise in the end of times.

that this nation will bless Israel for it has understood the sufferings and persecution of Israel.

for those who bless Israel will be blessed.

and those who curse it will be cursed.

that from its sufferings this nation has learned obedience.

obedience to God and for His will.

Father I pray.

that you remember Korea.