Day 102

the i-house bathrooms show that girls can be more disgusting than guys.

these bathrooms are the most horrifying things i've ever seen in my life.

let me paint a picture for you. we cannot flush toilet paper cause it'll block the plumbing.

so there are mounds of toilet paper all over the place. poop and blood stained.

used tampons, pads everywhere. drunk girls throwing up all over the place.

clumps of hair on the floor. etc.

the reason i paint this graphic picture is to just emphasize what kind of sufferings the cleaning ladies have to go through.

wake up in the morning to go to work. to this nastiness.

any kind of job in the world. it can not be as bad as cleaning the 5th floor bathroom in the i-house.

i was so distressed by this. that i looked for their cleaning supplies and tried to clean it myself.

except i think i was making it worse. so i stopped trying to take matters in my own hands.

and instead i vented my frustrations to the Lord.

that He may stop this injustice going on in the bathroom!

and just give joy in the hearts of these cleaning ladies and bless them so much in their families and lives.

its funny how this bathroom situation can also be applied to so many other situations.

when your actions are basically hopeless in trying to solve something, vent your frustrations to God.

cause although you may be so limited. God is limitless.

and by praying you start to see change in something that you once thought you had no power or control over.

this is how i pray for North Korea, my friends, my family, Yonsei, etc.

prayer is one of the most effective tools that we are given.

and there are like a bajillion things to pray for.

start praying my friends. its alot more powerful than you think it is.

imagine how the world would be if everyone prayed :)

saw X-men first class today.

oh em gee. i was flippin out while watching that movie.

the amount of analyzing i could do. i could write a whole book on it right here right now.

i now understand the reason why God keeps things hidden from us.

why some things are better left mysteries.

cause if we knew even like 5% of all the things out there. we would not be able to handle it.

if there was one thing i would share though.

its just the whole theme of being confident in your identity.

not hiding, not trying to be like the rest of society, but have society aspire to be like you.

yeah :) its sounds kinda corny, but i like that alot.

you become what you believe you are.