Two Year Update
Video Credit: Cheeia
Wow can't believe it's already been over two years since I shared my testimony at the EMMAUS Banquet.
Today in service we sang the song In Your Freedom. As I was singing this song a wave of emotions hit me cause I listened to this song a bajillion times while I was in Korea.
I realized that everything from Korea has already faded away. the friends I made, the food I ate, the church that I attended.
everything except God.
ALOT of things have changed in these two years. I've lost of lot of friends, made many new ones. My relationship with my family has gotten alot better. I'd like to think I got less sluggish. hehe. I wake up at 7am now! who am I...
In Korea I changed my major to Psychology and joked around about going to grad school in California.
Now it's a reality as I still can't believe I'm getting my doctorate in Clinical Psyc and moving to Orange County in less than a month.
-I read in an article that the real world is harsh so we should just stay in school forever. change majors. hide in the bushes if you have to. the author wrote-
True story. I'm in the class of 2018 o.O not counting the year or two I'll spend working on my dissertation. ackkkk I don't even know what a dissertation is....
but anyways. moving to California means I am literally leaving everyone and everything I know here and starting new. which I could see as a good thing. but all this change has been making my brain hurt. I realized that it is difficult to have a stable friendship/relationship with anyone and to be honest it made me kind of sad.
as I was listening to this song though during worship, I felt very comforted knowing that even though all these changes God remains the same.
wherever I go. whoever I am. His love and faithfulness endures.
I search for You God of strength
I bow to You in my brokenness
And no other King could have so humbly come
To save my soul and heal my heart
I have nothing more than all You offer me
There is nothing else that's of worth to me
And I love You Lord
You rescued me
You are all that I want
You're all that I need
I pray to You God of peace
I rest in You my cares released
I have nothing more than all You offer me
There is nothing else that's of worth to me
And I love You Lord
You rescued me
You are all that I want
You're all that I need
In Your freedom I will live
In Your freedom I will live
I offer devotion, I offer devotion